Ins and Outs of my Life

I AM SO MAD ABOUT NOTHING REALLY!

I recently made a promise to myself that I would be better to myself. I would listen to my inner feelings and not shove them way in back. So I am pissed about a little of little things with no one to vent them off to or else they may think I am off the deep end.
First, I am mad about someone talking about my housekeeping. I get so mad about this because I work my a** off trying to clean but with a full time job and two kids it is just impossible. It curls my toes to know I can't catch up ever! I know my house isn't really clean but it isn't that bad either. Well someone was just joking but meaning it and it pissed me off. Then someone else joined in and it really ticked me off. I was nice about it though. Then my husband just kind of went along with what they were saying and I told him he could wash his own clothes. Then he was saying I leave clothes in the washer two days. I told him I wash at least two loads a day. I guess I wouldn't be so mad if all my efforts were recognized. I try so hard and just don't feel appreciated sometimes.
I am mad because I had several stars and now the people have cleared them . What gives there??
I am mad because I work my butt off yet I do not have any help as far as a maid or something. Damn, I am just going to take every thing to the cleaners!
I am mad that I even have to work yet the wives of these guys joking are at home to clean all day.
I am mad that I even have to work. I like my job but I feel I am missing out on doing more with my kids.
I am mad that I am cleaning tonight and washing clothes and fixing lunches and he is asleep. I think I will go in and wake him up for the h*** of it. Am I right to be mad? Yes, And why can't I just give these folks a piece of my mind. I am just too nice. THat makes me mad too.