trapped in a soap opera

everyone thought i was just bein negative

Well fuck them and the horses they rode in on. I knew what the fuck i was talkin about. I know what my app would look like to a DM, i know how shit like this in my life goes--they dont have a fuckin clue. yeah, if you haven't figured it out by now im toryally pissed. i think i wrote yesterday about that job i was goin to get and about her bein ready to give it to me until the fuckin DM decided that he wanted to come down and look at the apps. Well i told everyone that was goin to fuck any chances i had up--theyre like no youre just bein negative and paranoid--youll be fine. Fine my ass, it went down just like i said it would. He picked out some ppl with "more experience" its a fuckin video store for christ's sake!!!!!!!!!!!how much experience do you need? not to mention that i could run circles around most of those morons in customer service, and intelligence, but they have more experience or lie better on thier apps so where does that leave me? sittin here gettin my ass reamed by some asshole thats never even met me. Guess im just destined for taco bell. yay--get to be bossed around my 18 yr old morons that dont even know their own name--trust me ive met some of them theyre idiots. and no before u go off on me i dont think everyone is an idiot--but i do have great job skills and i always get passed over for teenagers with a bowl in their pocket and a thumb up their ass. anyway i think thats enough for now no one to talk to so i had to vent somehow.
later