Monkeys

My Fault

Everything is my fault. I am a horrible person for ever moving to Missouri in the first place, and how dare I not think of the fact that I should be around to help out my friends, because they may have taken on too much at the beginning of the year. But they didn't think it was too much because normally, I would have been here to help them. And darn me for leaving. And what a bad friend I am for thinking of going back because I need my friends there....because THEY support me in my walk with God, because I need my church. Because I am in love. Darn me.

And while I am at it, why doesn't my boyfriend just come and get me and take me away??

These are all things I was told yesterday, by 2 friends of mine.

Not a good thing.

~Beckie
Phil 4:13
1 Thess 5:16-18