trapped in a soap opera

court is now in session--or it was earlier

Well i went to court today for my DWI--the judge wasnt too hard on me. i already know that they had to send me to DWI school, and suspend my licence for a lil while. but otherwise this judge only gave me defensive driving class (which he also does to everyone)and i have to pay fines (which dropped to 800 cause he merged the charges) and if i get in any more trouble i have to spend 60 days in jail (which i definitely dont plan on doing)

otherwise as far as everything else goes--talked to chad a few times, watched pron with tess and alicia. nothing much really

timmy and i are starting to remind me of an old married couple. we talk on the phone some but dont have a lot to say except what we did that day. i go to see him or whatever but we really dont have that much sex or do anything special. just kinda sit around and chill. cant decide whether i like this or not. i kinda do cause its just a casual thing no real pressure to commit or anything. in the past i might have wanted more but right now i need the space really. well see how this weekend goes and ill probably talk to him about the shit that he doesnt remember the other night, and about this too and see what happens.

well i need to go to bed cause i have to be up at 7 tomorrow to get ready to go judge some middle school kids business fair. I also have a lot of shit to catch up on since i didnt go to school today
laters