My True Soul

Who's the annoyed person inside?

I can tell I'm really not in a good mood, why? I feel like fighting with this girl when I normally wouldn't care, but I'm acting all surly with her in some manner. Now we're okay.
I wanted to argue with Eric and I hardly ever want to argue with him and it was over something really stupid and minor. Those are great indications that I'm not myself lately.
I haven't wanted to do my work, I've been slacking as much as possible.
Shorty just kinda reminded me that I have cut myself lately which isn't like me normally.
I've ate more. Feel empty. Feel bored. Feel, yeah, just down.
I'm viewing Kat as someone who could never understand what I feel and could never take it seriously.
And also wishing Eric would hush about something...that's so not like me.
I'm wondering if there's anyone who could really cheer me up.
Lately I've been going to the movies when I've felt really down...it makes me feel better for whatever reason. Music isn't doing it...today I felt somewhat calmed by nature. Baths calm me down, woot for that.
Lily asked me if she can move in with me this fall, I don't know what to say to that.
Reading books makes me feel better, but I don't have the time to get attached to a book right now. I think I'm gonna go fix something like cool aid or drink some more root beer.

Adios.