trapped in a soap opera

1-6-05

OK ill admit it—sometimes I’m lonely. Sometimes I’m just fine being alone—but sometimes I’m not. Sometimes I just wish that I had someone to share everything with—someone that would accept and understand me for who I am not just for my looks. Not that my looks are all that great but I’m not ugly. I want someone that I can share my happiness, and stress, and sadness with. But I have never found such a person. They are all fine during the first stages but when it comes down to it they cant handle it. What is so wrong with me—I really need to steer away from romance movies and books they just depress me.