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Printed from https://www.writing.com/main/books/entry_id/348186-Resolve
Rated: 18+ · Book · Opinion · #956430
Here I am!
#348186 added May 19, 2005 at 3:12pm
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Resolve
It's been a long time since I've been in sight of something real. Snatching at snowflakes only to have them melt as soon as aI touch them. Missed chances, bad mistakes and everything in betweeen.

But today, I'm aiming for a solution. I have a chance to take a test that may very well decide my fate for the next few years. Will it be worth losing the pay from the place I cry and bleed?

Self-defeatism tells me no. Fear says to stay here in this place too small for me. To remain a shell of my former self, unable to move forward, too old to go back.

But I decided a long time ago(as a promise to a friend), that nothing would stop me. So nothing will.

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