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Things that make you go "Hmmm"

So akward.

Around 9 at night I get a call from Michele. She apologizes to me on the phone, summing it up as, "I'm your friend, not your mother."

She says that the things she yelled at me about today(see post 60/61) was something she had no right to yell at me about. That is something I should be doing, or someone like my mother, which she wasn't.

I dunno. To be honest, that hurt me 100x more than her yelling at me this morning.

Why is it the only people who choose to be vocal in my life are the ones I shouldn't be listening to?

It's not even fair for me to say something like that.

Sometimes I just feel like I want to move somewhere out in the middle of nowhere by myself. To a place I can go and just slowly fade into memory. Somewhere where I won't hurt anyone, or give myself the chance to let them down.

Sometimes I'm such a whiny little bitch.