Marv's Mind

Broke down, Fucked up, Roller Skating Diva Bitch

This is no joke.

This is the most serious entry I have ever made. I'm having to do this through dictation and my typist is Zoo. He has promised to type everything I say, word for word.

Today, I tried to be a good mother. I tried to bond with my daughter and spend precious time together. Things went well for about two hours and then it came all crashing down. What the fuck am I talking about you ask?

Yes, I took Stephanie rollerskating. What in God's name was I thinking? I am 32 years old. Too fucking old to be going around a rink in some roller skates. I fell and have possibly broken BOYH of my mother-fucking arms. I'm embarrased. I'm in pain. Pissed off at myself. I'm frustrated, and on the verge of being downright depressed. I can't smoke, scratch, eat, wipe my ass, wash my hair, type an entry or even change my tampon.

I do however, have Vicodin. And hopefully that will get me through tonight. Poor Zoo. I'm gonna get on his nerves real quick. I'm utterly helpless, and I even had to ask my daughter to help me pull my panties out of my ass..... I'll have to keep you posted.

-Marv-