The Never-Ending Ramblings...

Wrap it up

Thank goodness my emo week from hell is over. I do feel much better. OMG. Why do I do that? Let me my emotions yank me around like a dog on a leash. Even still, thinking about Monday night and I have to catch myself, steer my mind in other directions.

For the moment, I’ve slipped into self-preservation mode. Pretending like everything’s peaches and cream. Well, maybe not the cream part. But ya know. Its all okay. I’m fine. Better than fine. In fact I’m super fantastic. Adhering to the theory which states, say it enough and it becomes reality. (I’m standing in front of the blackboard, chalk in hand – writing—I AM SUPER FANTASTIC. I AM SUPER FANTASTIC. I AM SUPER FANTASTIC.

I’m working tomorrow at the other tennis center; laney will compete in a tennis tournament and I’ll help out at the tournament desk. I’ll get to see lots of parents I haven’t seen since the last tournament, by the end of the day, I will be super fantastic!