Can we talk?

Still Grieving

    It's been 3 1/2 months, and everyday I still tear up. I can't predict when or where it will hit.

    A sibling is hard to lose. It's like a part of you is gone. Even if you didn't stay in close contact, it still hurts differently than other deaths. An intimate part of your growing up is torn from you. I don't think it will ever stop hurting.

    I know someone unique and special is gone from my life. Who will look out for me like he did? He wanted to live, too. I will always miss him.