Shadow Puppet Storyteller

No title this time around

Two weeks and ten days -- no desire to write blog updates, questioning if Facebook updates were advisable. This is not to say I was not productive -- I tackled a number of projects away from the computer that enhanced my home. I think, my heart was hoping the actions would be the kind of improvement expected from the someone I will shy away from identifying.

I am starting to look at the invented word co-dependent with a slightly more pronounced level of belief. What must I do for myself to focus on what is needed for comfort, security, less anxiety. Just expressing these things feels like it will make me a target of judgment. The person I am trying to please shouldn't feel I'm trying to steal the spotlight, even if part of me feels that is exactly what I am trying to do out of unmet need.

I'm floundering around, and it feels like many people around me are also. The first step may be finding an objective sounding board. Such an effort.

(As my mom whispered to me, while the issues just seemed to keep compounding day-by-day, "This too shall pass.")