Wondering about my Wanderings

puzzled

Puzzled is how I feel right now. In youth I enjoyed solving puzzles. These days I would rather not. I arrived in Massachusetts in a fit of despair. I thought being there for MOM would fix everything. It has not worked that way. I have learned a lot about my own insecurities. I realize I will not be here forever. As I watched MOM fight I realized my own Faith had been dwindling.

I am getting older. My body seems to be on the attack against itself. There is asthma, arthritis, and. Allergies to name a few. I find myself losing confidence. I know longer want to play with the young bucks on a competitive level.Mom's battles remind me of the reality that as I live and love, I will one day look forward to meeting the
God who is LOVE and gifts US with eternal life.