Wondering about my Wanderings

Dear Blog

Here I am again.

Dear Blog,
More than anything I would like peace on earth and good will toward men and women.
The things that get in the way are the wounds of the past that seem to fester at this time
of the year.

I woke up to a call from my sister. I would find out later that life was tough and she needed
someone to talk to. My wife is talking about not feeling loved. What ever happened to
the affection that I had for her early on? Inside a little voice says: I wish I knew.

I was on the way to pick up some medicine and I found myself thinking that here we go again.
Another holiday time to remind me about my divorce. They are going to grandmothers as
they have every year since our divorce.

I hope you do not get tired of hearing from me. I wish I did not have to have these pity parties.
One of my best memories was driving all the way to Massachusetts from Kansas City in a
blizzard. I succeeded in surprising everyone just in time for the thanksgiving dinner. I close
my letter realizing I need to get up and reach out to others who need to know about
God's love. Pray for me Blog. There must be a lot of people just like you wanting to listen
receive and believe. Thanks for being there.

Love in Christ
Blogger