Wondering about my Wanderings

Cleaning up a mess.

It is not even spring and I invested some of my time in spring cleaning. I have noticed when spaces get cluttered I feel more and more like a mess. I have been thinking about all kinds of matters that lead me to feel confused or at least frustrated:

1. My ex sister in law continues to have seizures on a very regular basis. My wife is in the midst of it all and my ex keeps trying to get information that her sister will only give to my wife. Today the hospital talked to sis. "Who is going to pay for all this?"

2. The Patriots are puzzling me in all manner of ways. I am somewhere between very frustrated and perplexed. I will feel a little relief of all this tension by Sundays end. Or will I?

3. My people back East is ignoring me or maybe I need to be more assertive. The time after mom's death seems to be a focal point. They are in their world and I am in mine.

4. Vocationally I feel like I am faced with giving up on pastoral aspiration.

5. I sit here more perplexed about who I am as a writer. I blog. Is that enough? I do not know.

Well the car looks better. I wonder if that translate into my life making better sense.
Have a good day!!