Cabin Fever

Sorry If You Heard This 1000 Times Before

9-27-03

funny how
the words that used to melt your heart
now turn it frozen cold

my head
won't let me
play with anyone else
but you
when I try to play
with myself

I keep saying democratic things
over and over
hoping at some moment
it'll all make sense
somehow
recycled fibers
of misunderstood
or misdirected truths
are trying to shadow
my overcome heart
please don't
make me take this anymore

sorry isn't strong enough
to change your mind
again
this time