A look at my personal life and thoughts.

Cut short again. lol.

This may be short as I may be going to church. I don’t mind being there for the sermon but not the “party” afterwards. I can’t stand being around those individuals - not now anymore. They don’t deem me worthy enough to talk to. My “apparent” friend Ben will be leaving for Turkey. He is in the air force. I just realized that if any individual in the young adult group were to leave like Ben, they would send that person off with a party. I am the only one who would not be so appreciated. I am an outsider. But in Heaven the first will be last and the last will be first. I’m at the bottom of the social ladder but it will be different in Heaven. I just need to get closer to Jesus. I’d prefer for Him to like me than normal people.
I should call Joel and Leslie. They will hang out with me.
Anyway, to get away from that negative stuff, I made to the gym.
Well Chad is on the phone. Bye, bye.