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Vacation

On vacation and what does that mean for this writer? I continue to let my anxiety keep me away from my internal thinking process. I believe that is s result of failing health and workaholic obsession. I fear it will be the end of a voice if I can not reverse my regress. How much do I want to live and how much do I want invest in seeing my passion become birthed. I can only pray God still rules me internally. I can break and be broken. My trip to Iowa offers this option. I can find out what gives me the will to live. The visit with my daughter is going surprisingly well. Only a couple days left. God give me wisdom and strength to unravel the pieces of a puzzle that are tangled spread apart for miles and miles like unraveling yarn with no one to rewind. Help me God to arise as if from the dead and see the sun shine. I no longer need to be exiled and imprisoned in darkness. Only in the light can I see pieces that can fit. My high blood pressure, neuropathy and thyroid not having medication are getting in the way of seeing as God sees. I am worth the investment.