Poetic Referendum(s) On Life

Lonely Sea In My Head

There are multitudes upon dimensions to viewing the world
I discovered
At a very early age
When I could not grasp the concept
Of an ever expanding universe
While laying on my back
In a very dark room
Before I separated her from him
To come console me
Her assurances it would be alright
Waves of whispers above my head
Years upon time washed over
Until broken on the rocks
Of each storm I survived
With her Jedi spirit inside me
I dreamed of all the lives
I would never have
Without you
         And you and you
Were not there
Just Toto in my bed

A male slut using women
To avoid the dread
A lonely sea of souls
Misguided, lacking a true force
To move through a galaxy
And beyond 'til the day I spoil
The ground with my own decay
         And thousands of whispers
Violently dispersed, flutter out
Unshelteted, seek warmth
In another young boy’s soul
To reside in his head

Until imagination is gone
I will love you
         and you and you
Return is hard