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Feelings

I am having a rough day. I am glad for time to blog. My wife is feeling frustrated with her physical health. She talks about not wanting to live. I do not know what to do. I can only imagine how she feels.
She was married to someone who she had to pull the plug on and it haunts her. She constantly tells me to pull the plug if she gets sick. I will enter the work place not knowing what to expect. I know there will be work to do. There may be admonition or a write up for working during a time I had indicated I wanted time off.
Who pays the bills? Oh me of little faith. The stress I feel is through the roof. I want to be a good husband and human being and am not even sure what that is any more.