These Are My JOTtings, Part #2

In the Shadow

Sometimes life seems quite unfair
because success is for the few,
but perspectives stumble there,
defining "popular" as true.

I fancy fame would be a plus,
my name in lights for all to see,
but when I'm out there shining thus,
who will my shadow stand-in be?

To live where summer heat is harsh,
we learn great wisdom from the plants.
The stalwart few in scorching march
endure the sun's strong torrid rant.

Yet, some plants thrive in stifling heat,
through lusty, humid, thick-air days,
but only in the shade to greet
and cheer our souls in such displays.

The hostas, ferns, and begonias, too,
need shade to grow in God-made power.
They need to be watered, 'tis quite true
and taken in 'mid winter's dour.

If helped by those, whose strength is more,
then showy leaves and blooms they'll splay.
They give in silence to implore
our hearts our gifts for God obey.

Dear Barney would not shine as well
were Andy not the leading man,
and Mayberry would not live to tell
the peace of small town's hopeful plan.

I've had some famous larger parts
when the stage was mine to occupy,
but the heavy burden always starts
when living past what skills have I.

I've shared the stage, supporting those,
whose acting skills are large and rare.
It's then the wisdom of ones, who chose
my part knew how I'd thrive and where.

Success is living how we're made,
full knowing God is why we're great.
The day of small things when obeyed
will carve its gift for our hopeful plate.

Like the song of courage to give us,
"Little is much when God is in it."
Fame we think would ne'er deprive us,
but fame in God we'd never win it.

Constant Pride, begone and leave me!
Let me go in Jesus' Name!
His great Wisdom ne'er deceives me.
Hope in Him will speak no shame. (Romans 8:1)

by Jay O'Toole
on January 5th, 2020