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funny I'm the broken one but you're the one that needs saving... Having no specific aim I've hammered away at this glass since resurrecting in your vision. I'm always ready to say too weary. Compelled somehow, instigation informs; and still, here I am... bright, full of light and dark, revealing the hidden colors and shapes. I hear what you are saying... but especially what you are not. Yes, I struggle. But, I'm getting through it. How are you? I've gone by other aliases. People remind me of that. Sometimes restrained, it's hard to understand these feelings I write. It will be clear some day. Hard to hide what's in the heart. I'm making no apologies. Not interested in the trap of stereotypes. Not sure how we'll feel about that. Okay? What I used to say: Maybe, I just don't get it. Watch me fumble with my version of reality, subjectively informed... expose ignorance as truth. So, you don't have to get me. But, wish someone would explain me to myself. Now that I've figured out the ever changing rules of your game, you take the ball away, no longer engaged to play. You pay a price for this kind of friendship. I lose, I guess, hey, gaslight? It takes strong flames to draw a moth like me. B.K. Compton ripglaeder3@writing.com redefined 8.12.20 written when, after another blog revision of the umpteenth re-order? re-inspired by Cat Power cover of correct lyrics: "Funny you're the broken one But I'm the only one who needed saving..." |