Epigram ‘n Aphorism Samwiches

decode me

decode me

decode me
tell me what I am
though I'm pretty sure
I won't accept your conclusion

Everything is open to debate
in a restless mind
that won't play nice
always wondering the rules

decode this plain existence
give it context
depth of meaning
and purpose

though you are not my maker
you must have answers
I can digest
You must have what I need

decode my dream
the ones I slept away and forget
the ones I made up
it's delusion, I know

though you might not stand in agreement
of this restless soul
you must know what it feels like
to be lost

decode this roadmap
I'm supposed to have, follow
and are there yellow bricks lining
my vision for the horizon?

I'm supposed to be following something --
know, it's not you or
anything really as I ponder
time wasted in these reflections, just

decode me.


10.4.20

I'm losing this.
No time to edit while I know there are other things I could be doing.