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Sail With Me On My River of Blood

by I Cook and I Know Things

Rated: GC · Book · Personal · #1228454

Crush enemies, abandon hope, and unleash endless waves of unrepentant sarcasm.

There's nothing to see here that's really out of the ordinary. Nothing really terribly interesting either, unless you like griping, gossip, grudges, and possible mental illness. If anything it's some small way to keep myself writing (though you'll see by the dates on the entries that it's by no means an effective way), as well as a means through which I can vent about any number of things that are pissing me off. Occasionally there's pie.

Look: I'm not a normal person. I'm suffering from untreated depression and plagued by increasingly frequent migraines that pretty much render me bedridden for days. I've suffered a lifetime of abuse and neglect, and still have to struggle with unfathomable depths of low self-worth, not to mention the eating disorders. I'm a weirdo, a freak, an aberration of nature and human experience . . . but it doesn't make me interesting.

So, you can read this if you want. I've got some social commentary that might be a little fun, and occasionally throw in a poem or two, but for the most part it's the ramblings of a stricken mind. Pay no attention to the woman behind the curtain; she's just trying to change her dress.

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Kåre Enga in Montana

Aug 24, 2021 at 12:20am
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I just vomit and clean up the mess later!

That's what editing is for.

Veritas

Sep 19, 2013 at 4:52pm
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Ah the job search. It's always a pleasure. As much fun as menstrual - well menstrual anything. Good luck!

Airplane1285

Apr 18, 2013 at 1:29pm
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you should never try to block out such thoughts, and talk about it to friends and family.

I know finding a job in today's world is heard, but don't give up doing so and you will get one. If you don't want to be a stripper then don't. I know that easier said than done, but keep your hopes up.

It sounds like you have some great friends to talk to you and take your worries away. life is worth living, and the the world would be sad to see you leave it.

though I have to say I liked the stand, but maybe because I like the book *ponders that*

Thanks for sharing your thoughts with us.

flier.

Airplane1285

Apr 18, 2013 at 1:08pm
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I have to agree with this. Most people want to use a word that has nothing to do with there crime, all part of being

The ways to stop bullying/harassment? There is a lot of ways, which most include parents being more involved in kids lives, and then pressing charges for any kid who thinks they can get away from it. We need to follow the laws not go around them with pet names of what is happening.

Airplane1285

Apr 18, 2013 at 1:00pm
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it is always a good feeling when you do a good in-depth review, even when others have rated it.

Welcome back! *grabs rope and makes you stay back mahahaha*

AliceNgoreland

Apr 17, 2012 at 1:48pm
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That sounds so cool.

I recall one night, back in high school, we cutting through the cemetery and the guard caught us. We all starting running, trying hard to NOT step on the graves and failing. Mike, my first everything, shouts as we on top of grave after grave, "It's okay, my dad is buried here."

One the best dates I ever had was a picnic in a cemetery.

For a long time, I want to get married in a cemetery. Never did. Now the small, none denominational church, lots of stone and dark wood, very gothic, was surrounded by one. http://www.flickr.com/photos/theidiot/30796936/

Grrr WHY IS THERE BACCON IN THE SOAP?

AliceNgoreland

Apr 17, 2012 at 1:34pm
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I hate when you find yourself in bad holding pattern.

AliceNgoreland

Apr 17, 2012 at 1:31pm
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For most of us it gets better.

I was sure that it showed and not in a good way. I was sure I didn't walk the same.

AliceNgoreland

Apr 17, 2012 at 1:29pm
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Showing up naked to work is generally not a good idea. Although it could make for an interesting day.

⭐Princette♥PengthuluWrites

Jun 12, 2011 at 4:41pm
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