Mousie's monthly poetry contest

His angel eyes turned to ice his heart to rust
Its funny that this is a face I used to trust
Not to long ago I saw tomorrow in his eyes
I guess I just woke up and realized
That fairy tales will never come true
And trying is all we can ever do
I’ll try to move on from such pain
Every rainbow needs its rain
When will this monster fade from my dreams
He attacks me there the most it seems
I’m weak when I reveal what I want someday
The things I secretly wish and secretly pray
Those are how you break someone’s being
To attack what their heart is feeling
I guess its my fault cause I fell again
I thought I learned love will always end
From the one that escaped my clinging hands
Sometimes I think that he’ll always understand
I wonder if I call him, if he’ll answer his phone
Would he answer in that loving tone?
Could he show me love and bring me to his bed?
That he’s always kept me alive in his head?
No I can’t do that because it would be wrong
I’m a fighter so I’ll just stay strong
I just pray that there are no more sleepless nights
I just long for a time with no hopeless fights
Because the words that he speaks linger in my heart
Like roaring waves ripping a ship apart
It used to be good with our promises and plans
Two lovers with their feet buried in the sand
I want to go back there to the place where we were just in love
The times where I felt like he was an angel from above
The times were easy with him happy by my side
Now a war is raging deep in my heart that’s hard to hide
I’ll try for now to give this destined love a chance
I’ll see if we will run though life or just dance
If for once you will walk in my beaten up shoes
Maybe he’ll learn then that its me he might lose
I’ll give it all that I have left and pray it’ll do
Because somehow I still believe that our love is true
If I fight till I bleed, cry my heart out
Maybe I learn what love is about
That tears, blood, and sacrifice
Are what makes love so right
So in a month come ask how I am and if he’s here
Whether it’s a rainy day or crystal clear. . .