Hello I saw this piece on Review Requests and here are my thoughts. This is a rather bleak and depressing look into the life of an average person who made a mistake and what she thought she wanted she never really did. While her mistake is a big one (years of her life and countless amounts of money), there seems to be no resolution. She is just caught in a rut and she can't seem to break free. Perhaps there could be another diary entry where she finds her light at the end of the tunnel and finds something she is passionate about.