This is a very interesting poem. I have to say, it was so depressing. You drew me in, and you had a lot of great imagery, albeit very disturbing.

I'm totally wondering what in the world made you so deeply embedded in the death and/or dying mode.

I didn't get the 'fifteen knots tighten'. If you have the time, could you please explain that to me?

The 'Hindsight blindsided by euphoria' made me think of love gone bad. Am I right?

This is a very powerful poem. I do hope you didn't feel all of this. If you did, I hope it got out of your head and heart.
Thanks for sharing.
love, LinnAnn