I'm not sure I agree with yours opinion but it does seem to go by faster at times. lol Fifty or sixty years at a job is a long time; they can add up fast.

Death...well, it can be close but then it can be at a distance. When you're young it seems far off.

I understand the wanting to cut it short at times. Life can be very difficult and hard to bear. If you need to talk, I'm here.

I wasn't sure if your last line was referring to the writer or what. Is it hinting that the writer is suffering of drug overdose, or overdose of lifes' difficulties?

Thanks for sharing this.
love, LinnAnn