Thanks for sharing your pain. My mother had an abortion before I was born and if she hadn't I wouldn't be here because there wasn't enough time for her to carry both pregnancies to term. Basically I had a sibling or siblings not be born to make room for me. I really hadn't considered what my mom went through until I read this. She's gone now and can't discuss what it felt like for her to go through it. I don't know what her reasons were nor do I know yours. I hope you come to have peace with the decision.