Perfect World

Perfect World

Everytime I close my eyes
I ee things the way they used to be.
I was free.
I wasn't careful of breaking.
I could see what would happen.
And I got tired of faking.
And saying that everything was okay.
In my heart I knew it wasn't true.
The fights wouldn't stop.
The tears kept coming.
I would pretend that we lived in a
Perfect World.
Where the grass was always greener.
And where Prince Charming
would come and save me.
In my perfect world
I was free.
I was carless.
And I messed up
But that's how I became who I am today.
Everytime I closed my eyes.
I would see that I was free.
I couldn't hear the screams
and the tears.
I was in my perfect world.
That's where I always want to be.