For You

im through with this shit,
i've done it all, this is it.
many times i've been there for you,
and in return what do you do?
You turn and look the other way,
only to me you turn when there's something bad to say.
I'm fed up with it,
I cant take it anymore, not even a little bit.
You say you love me and im your best friend,
But still its my heart that breaks in the end.
My hearts aches for you,
And everything you do.
But still you dont care,
It's like my pain isnt even there.
It's just all about you,
you expect me to cry and help you get through,
when i have to deal with my own stuff,
and im no where near tough enough.
i still care about you,
i still want to help you get through,
but for now i need some space,
some time to think and slow my pace.
i dont hate you,
thats just something i could never do.
Just let me go my way for now,
figure out just how,
im going to make it out,
i'll find it soon enough, this is no doubt.
just please dont isolate me from you,
now that i told you how i feel and what im going through.
im still here,
you know that, i will be until the earths last year.
Just hang in tight,
Everything will be alright.