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Rated: 13+ · Other · Personal · #1116733
Feeling shame from the night before and desire for something new
White heat violate my body. Hurt please torture me from within. Break me and then mold me to you. We're all happy, but we're also liars. Give me a taste of home so I see that it was never home at all. So much within, but I show you a simplistic smile to keep things easy for you. Shame still washes my feet like thorns on a hot May night. To be in the presence of a saint makes you a fool. I was the biggest. Ice on my tongue, but fire on your body. That was animalistic. Sick and twisted yet perfection. There is love in her arms and hatred in her heart. Good. Knew it was just a matter of time. Take me to the jungle, I want to be lost in the vines. Seeing it doesn't always make it real. I have no desire to touch it, because if I reach out and it was just a mirage I don't think I would ever try again. Realign with the planets, because it's all off right now. It was too good when everything else was collapsing. The moon can't change that quickly. It would cause a Tsunami. It already did. The red balloon and peanut butter sandwich won't make it better anymore, but it would kinda help. Send a care package. Don't catch me when I fall. Please let me land with a loud scraping splat. It's the only way I'll learn. Discovering that diverting from the plan could take me down the path less traveled makes me lonely. I've always taken this road alone even when there were others in the car. When I try to hide please pull me out again. That moment made me forgive things I didn't know I was still sore about. Simply put, Thanks for caring
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