Fire and Ice

Outwardly,
She smiles sunshine,
In rages war,
She kills herself,
But always smiles,
Zones out in death,
Lives her life in secrets,
Lullaby...
Kisses...
There she is,
Staring,
Wondering,
Who am I?
She stares at me,
Who is she?
Hair of fire,
Icy eyes.
Fire and ice,
Like her,
Hot and cold.
She stares back at me,
She IS me...