To My End

To My End

You used to be the sweetest of dreams
Now I only see you in the evilest of shemes
You used to be my all
But now you have become my downfall
I can't force myself to forget
Because I'm afraid of what I might get
I start to hate myself because of you
Even though I loved you because I got to
I chose this heartache
To follow my love for you when it started
First as a crush
But who knew it would grow this much
Quickly growing to like
By that very same night
Next thing you know it's love
You and I were meant to be like a hand and a glove
As it seems you didnt think the same
Since then my emotions were harder to tame
You didn't care when you went to another
Because you thought i only loved you as a brother
You told me you love me but as a friend
As for my heart that was the end
You broke my heart in a million different ways
As you closed your eyes while your head sways
In denile that you're the reason that I'm in this bed
With my wrists, bandaged and red
Only then did you believe my words
And with my last breaths I try to say that i hate you
But then i realize that i still love you
Again I try to say that I love you
But all you hear is your guilt in your head
As I lay there, gone, you finally whisper to me
that you love me, but by then it's to late to save me
For you have brought me to my end