On the Eve of New Year

I hold you close,
Think to at least
For in her arms you lay
In my mind
A lonely thought
Left end this day

On the Eve
Of New Year
I sit alone to cry
Counting down
Tear by tear
For in her arms you lie

A smile crosses
Your sweet face
And I yearn to reach
Reach out to touch
Your soft cheek
For you in return touch me

On the Eve
Of New Year
I watch her walk away
You look to me
You come near
And now my eyes, they say

'I hate you
You know I do
I hate that there is us
Your dating her
But she's gone
And now we break her trust'

On the Eve
Of New Year
You have stole my heart
And it's true
Oh so clear
You two have grown apart

I trust myself
I trust in you
When you say it's over
But if you know
That that is true
Then find someway to tell her

On the Eve
Of New Year
I dream that it's been done
No longer will,
as I fear,
I have to watch you hug

But then the guilt
so harsh ridden
Has brought me to my knees
And my heart
broke, I give in
Awakes me from that dream

On the Eve
Of New Year
I wake unto my senses
I shake my head
And break my stare
Look towards next years fences

I realize
That it's done
You two will always be
Be close enough
Though I'm fun
On the side I'll always be