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Today I swore that I would hate you forever
I asked for help, but you said you could never

I feel ashamed
I feel so blamed
I don’t feel alright inside

My head explodes
I feel the load
It’s like it’s breaking me down

I can’t explain
Or rearrange
The thoughts you left in my mind

Today I swore that I would leave you forever
I couldn’t promise that it would be sooner if ever

I turn away
I feel amazed
These walls are beating me down

I cannot reason
Or even see them
They are just flickers of light

I’m going down
Just like a clown
You’ll get what’s coming to you.