Evrlasting broken heart

I'm standing here left alone
as your words echo in my ears
i look at you with such emotions in my eyes
all my confusion and lonliness
all the tears that i try to hide
all the pain that hides deep in my heart
you show me that you see this
when you look at me that way
and you can hear my voice saying
all the things i still can't say
But why can't i just admitt
our love was never pure
it was just tainted by all the hurtful words
we said but never meant
Although it was always painful
there was always some love
hiding in the seams
weeks have gone by
since we said our goodbyes
but neither one of us can leave it behind
so now i'm standing in the rain
mourning our demise in this dim light
haunted by the memories of you
and this love i thought was so strong
i can only wait for you to see
the truth behind my mask
and though words have fixed our mistakes before
none can save us now
because no words can describe
this sorrow in me
no love exists here
it has slowly faded away
leaving these twisted thoughts
running through my head
as my heart fills up with my undying regret
i always have loved you
and i always will
but it was my pain-filled heart
that slowly pushed you away
just look me in the eyes and
tell me this the end
then leave me alone
with these nightmares
of an everlasting broken heart