Thoughts On Paper

I've told you a million times what I want out of life
Told how much I love you and
How I wanted to be your wife
Told you my future
You told me yours
Made plans to be together
Forever and a day

Thinking about the days gone by
How we laughed, how we cried
We prayed together, shed so many tears
Looking back on all the years
Of lies, fights, blood, and sweat
Broken promises, broken hearts
When will it all be over
When can we make a new start

I'm sorry for everything that I've ever said or done
To hurt you or to put all those unwanted thoughts in your head
Sorry for the way I treated you
I know now that I was wrong
I should've been loving you
The way you wanted me to
Should've appreciated you a little bit more

If I could I would turn back the hands of time
So you can be mine again
If I could share five seconds with you
I'd show you where my heart lies
You are my other half
No one else can compare
No one else will be there

All these thoughts racing through my mind
There's not enough pen and paper
Not enough time
I need to tell you so much
But I don't know how
So until I figure out a way
To express all this to you
My thoughts will remain in my mind, heart, body, and soul
My thoughts will remain on paper