Broken Words

As i close my eyes at night
I wonder if everything will be alright
Did i do the right thing?
Did i hurt the people around me?
Are these all my broken words
That will be left unsaid
And never read
As i close my eyes at night
I wonder if everything will be alright
I'm to young to be going through this
But im glad i have people to fall back on
When noone was there to save me from my fall
i was finally catched half way down
I was being hurt, blamed, and shamed
I felt bad and awful everyday
i never knew what to say
Then i found out that my broken words
were all that i knew
all that i could do
I wasnt the only teen thinking everything was okay
And having a parent not know
That everything was not okay
that everyday
i was being judged for who i was
and everything that i am
could all my broken words be said
could i be forgiven for wanting a better life
to not want to be blamed for lazy hateful parents
I began life with two parents
thinking everyone was loving
then i grew up
knowing there was no love
all the pain was being hidden
then it finally came out
i went from two
to only one
and now i have none.
im 16 and i know now that life
is full of pain and theres not always
going to be someone you can trust
These are my broken word that were left unsaid
when i packed my bags and walked away