Needing to hear your voice

the silence of this emptyiness
the vainlessness of my simpleness
i need to hear your voice my lover
i cant stop at just one gust from another

within me is you
within you am i
all you want is for me to open up
all i want is to hear your voice

quite the disturbing situation i'm afraid
forgive me love for i have looked away
if i mess up you might go
when all else fails
i look to you, only to find silence.

forgive me love for i have sinned
i've given myself to myself once again
and for that i have silence from you.

the thought of you being in another crushes me
but what can i do, but nothing
i ask you to help me leave myself
but i feel you will not grant me mine deliverence.
only when i can look at myself and see myself that way forever

my heart cry's for the opposite of you at times
the pain of these emotions
the disturbing thoughts of mine head
i feel you
i see you
but i dont hear you. kinda feels dead.

my mind races in circles
thinking, wondering, transferring all into my chamber
i want to sleep it off
but i can't sleep if I'm incomplete
yet it is only silence i hear
it hurts to be the one to bear you
yet i am humbled by the gift.
up to you i lift, sift, and drift.