The Pair We Thought We Are

The Pair We Thought We Are

Do you know that I've been thinking about you all these days?
How I wonder what I'll say when I finally hear your voice?
The voice I've been longing to hear all this time?

Do you know how long I've been waiting for your call or SMS on Christmas Eve?
Every time I received an SMS, every time I heard a phone ringing,
I always thought that it was you...

Do you know how I cried silently last night?
How I cried for I thought this was my worst Christmas?
The worst because I felt so much longing to the not present you?

Do you know you're the first in my mind when I woke up this Christmas morning?
Do you know how I thought that maybe something bad happened to you?
Something so bad that made it impossible for you to contact me on this holy day?

And do you know, do you know how it hurt me so to find out?
To find out that my worries were futile?
To find out that you didn't even make the slightest effort to contact me?

Do you know how it broke my heart so?
To think that you didn't have the slightest worry about me?
The slightest thought about me?

And do you know how much I betrayed my heart?
How much I betrayed my heart to pretend that nothing had happened?
To pretend that... we're both still the pair we thought we are...