Re-occuring

Appearing as a serene nightmare
She holds the revenge against me now
Suffocation, eyes of hate
What did I do to get replaced?

It seems as if I'll never wake
I'll never speak the words I wish I could say
Through these hopeless eyes
The world is a lie

Because I am the disease inside this place
This world so full of hate
My nights are sleepless because of you
I can't let go of what I'm used to
I beg you, please forget me now
Since you let go
I have yet to live because I only live without