Ode to Ophelia |
To Be or Not To Be: That Is the Question T o be the harlot of the king O r to take Hamlet with sting B eguiling with a painted face upon E ver dancing ‘round as if wanton O r shall I not escape the calumny R ich colors hiding in a nunnery? N ay, I shall not conceal myself in ignorance! O r accept the numb part of the ambivalence T wo minds I am not and my will henceforth T o be known only to myself as a plague O f the kind that drove Hamlet to beg. B e it my beauty that drove him mad? E ver more his soul in despair and sad T hat is the question he should ask the air H owever much he tries to deny in unfair A ttempts to discredit my honor to amble T orrid in his wrath of my supposed betrayal I t is only my duty to obey my father’s word S olicitous of my virtue he hath made it heard T o a nunnery I should go says he; H ither a jig and gone away with me E nticement he will allow no more. Q uest of revenge, ‘O but why for? U ndermining our love for ghosts of the dead E nding our unrequited bliss in shrill dread S weet heavens help me not to dwell T oo long as he sends my soul to hell I n disgust, he puts me away from him O f my own heart, he twists a foul sin. N ay, I shall not suffer this life through the year… Lines: 30 |