therapy

so here we are again, doomed to repeat the same scenario for eternity. words are meaningless, frivoless distrctions.
how do you go on, when its all the same,knowing that the human condition has nothing to other but unabated misery.
ill give you a semblance of attention, though we both know the intristic qualitys to be lacking, ill nod and make
noises of agrement. ill turn my life around.but we both know ill be back next week with nothing changed and the
farse shall repeat. i shall tolarently exept your pity and kind ord of advice,knowing that there is no hope fo me.
why do i go onn like this. its become ingrained habit, i do it without thinking. ive been meaning to kill myself
for years now, just never got round to it. i dont think i could go on with out the thought of suicide. so ill see you
again next week for more of the same. bye ;)