Lost

I was lost
Lost at all cost
I lived in a world full of frost
Seeing everything from a dark perspective
Searching ways that were most effective
It was like falling from a cliff
A fall
silent but swifft
Untill i got this gift
It was a second chance
To go trough that same trance
I felt immence
I wish i could ignore that light
But it's so hard to fight
So i keep close to you and hold you tight
As i feel in flight
Loosing my sight
Coming back to reality
Knowing all of this is a lie
And i have no wish to die
There is a need to cry
But why
I don't know
I have to this feeling that there's a place i need to go
Perhaps to something in the reality
Wish i could find the key
so i could see
But no
I am worrying about this thing
But i don't need to
Actually i got everything
A girl that loves me
Isn't that lovely
She's so cute
She's so nice
She's everything you could wish for in life
Yes she's the best
I'll give my life for her
Becaus i care for her
There's nothing that can break that fact
As i think about what's wrong or good
I always come to this point where i get spooked
Am i right to want her to only be with me?
Perhaps I need to let her more free?
I don't know do you see..