i used you

i used you
only for my means
it must be painful
for you to realize
that i used you

i used to weep
when no one was by my side
you helped me go through
the agony
and you made it easy
to escape the fate

i used you
by not sharing
my laughter with you
i laughed with the world
forgot you

i used you
your pains should have been mine
but never did i feel
that the person
who gave me shade
would be facing the sun

now, i realize,
you've been the only
support in my life
and i must value you