A Contrail of the Cheshire Cat

Is this what you expected?
Is my anthem right?
Is this how you pictured it
in the back of your mind?
Is this what its down to?
a fake of a surprise?
Is there another way ?
i have began to die!

Yeah!
I never thought that different was bad
I never thought that it would crash
i thought i made it clear
this is my life dear!
get up get up im falling no where
get up get up dont put me down
get up get up i think i've found me
get up get up dont bring me down

get up get up!
oh!
get up get up!
oh!
get up get up!
oh!
Get up, get up, get up, get up!

I think i've made it perfect
i think i designed my life
i cradle my own
this time is my own
you are nothing more than a fight
I!
cannot die!
I!
cannot cannot lie!
I!
found what
I!
thought
I!
will not be dropped
I!
will be me!
I will be me!
I will be me!
I will if i will if i wish to scream!

I never thought that different was bad
I never thought that it would crash
i thought i made it clear
this is my life dear!
get up get up im falling no where
get up get up dont put me down
get up get up i think i've found me
get up get up dont bring me down

get up get up im falling no where
get up get up dont put me down
get up get up i think i've found me
get up get up dont bring me down!!!!!!!

Ha!
You Think it was me that screamed?!
You think this was my dream?
You think that i tore the seams?
You think i learned to think?
I've been there before it is nothing more
than whats. been. down. there. before!
gah i've been to the bottom
its filled with water!
i'm fucking bloody brilliant!
Its me! on the thing! in the west wing!
ha!!!!
get up get up im falling no where
get up get up dont put me down
get up get up i think i've found me
get up get up dont bring me down