loving you in silence

its been a long time..
since we last met in August..
ppl says time flies when you're happy...
i don't feel happy.. and my time really tick so damn slowly that i could feel like im doing hundred things in a second..
well, as You know,
i said i don't like You anymore, and You believed..
it may be a relief to You..
cause my best friend #4 said that-since he say he feel better to know that you don't like him, it means that its a burden for him to always know and remember that you like him..

at this point,
i realized that it's me how o fact that's so true..
ysd, i feel like letting You know that i still love you..
but i din do so..
hey readers,,
shall i get a piece of advice from you guys??
pls do.. cause i really need it


i haven't shed a drop of tears since September..
and now i feel that i really need you so much..
and eventually, it's my first time to shed my tears now after they dried up for a long time..
i can barely sleep when i think of you..
ML,
i misses you
and i love you more than you think..
ML...





all the best!!
i guess i'll just love you in silence....
forever..