SORRY

BEAT ME BLACK AND BLUE WAS ALL YOU KNEW HOW TO DO
LATER GIVE ME KISSES AND HUGS BEGGING ME TO FORGIVE YOU
I'M SORRY.I LOVE YOU

YOU TOOK ME AWAY MY LAUGHTER OF THE WORLD, MADE ME FEAR OF ALL THOSE WHO WERE AROUND. CANT HAVE KIDS OF THE DAMAGE YOU'VE DONE THE DAY IN COURT.
I'M SORRY. DIDNT MEAN TO HURT YOU.

DIDNT BELIEVE MY WORKDS OR THE EVIDENCE THAT ALL SHOWED THE DAMAGE WAS DONE.
I'M SORRY, HE WAS A GOOD MAN.

CAME HOME THINKIN YOU WOULD CHANGE. TRIED TAKIN MY LIFE FOR THE FINAL TIME INSTEAD TOOK THE MEDS WERE PRESCRIBED TO ME. MINUTES JUST PASSED BY AND HERE U ARE TRYING TO KILL ME. THIS TIME CAMERA IS ROLLING ALL U SAY. I'M SORRY, WASNT TRYING TO HARM YOU.

YOU WATCH MY FACE GOING FROM BLACK TO BLUE. TO SCARED TO EVEN LEAVE MY OWN ROOM ALL YOU CAN SAY I'M SORRY, HE DOESNT MEAN TO.

WANTING TO GET MY EDUCATION JUST PASS RIGHT ON THRU. INSTEAD GET SEXUALLY HARRASSED BY THE ONE'S WHO WERE SUPPOSE TO RESPECT AS A MAN OF WISDOM.
I'M SORRY, NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN

THE NIGHT CELEBRATED A BIRTHDAY WITH FEW CLOSEST FRIENDS GO TO SLEEPING HOPING FOR THE DAY TO COME INSTEAD WAKE UP MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT WITH A FRIEND ON TOP OF ME, TRY PUSHING THEM OFF, ONLY THING HEARD WAS
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, IM SORRY I WOKE YOU JUST WANTED TO BE THE ONE ENDING YOUR CELIBACY.

CELEBRATE WITH FRIENDS FINALLY GONNA GRADUATE GET THE DIPLOMA. DRINKING THINKIN UR SAFE. KEPT PASSING IN AND OUT WOKE UP WITH HIM ON TOP OF ME USING THE LITTLE STRENGTH I HAD TO PUSH HIM OFF.HE OVER POWERED JUST PINNING ME DOWN SOON AFTER LIGHTS WENT DARK ONCE MORE. LITTLE LIGHT SHINING THRU NOT ENOUGH TRY TO SCREAM BUT NOTHING COMES TRY TO MOVE BUT CANT MOVE. DARK OVER POWERS ME ONCE MORE FINALLY WAKE UP WITH THE SUNSET HITTING MY FACE CONCRETE BENEATH ME BY THE STINKING RIVER MY DRAWERS BY MY FEET AND HIM ON TOP OF ME
I'M SORRY, IS ALL HE CAN SEEM TO SAY.

SUPPOSE HELP ME GET A JOB INSTEAD HE FOUND END OF A LIQUOR BOTTLE LEAVING ME WITH A FEW BRUISES AND HURTING EVERYWHERE FROM FRONT TO REAR.
I'M SORRY, NEVER HAD THAT KIND

SEE MY RAPIST ONCE MORE WALKING INTO MY JOB DOOR, SMELLING IG 3 DAY LIQOUR AND BOUT GET SOME MORE TELL HIM GET THE FUCK OUT SOON I SPOTTED HIM THRU OUR FRONT DOORS HE LAUGHS AND HEADS DOWNSTAIRS. TRY GET THE SECURITY TO GO FIND HIM ALL THEY CAN SAY IS
I'M SORRY, CANT FIND HIM

TRIED TELLIN THEM SHE HASNT CHANGED. LISTEN TO HER NEGATIVITY FOR A FEW MINUTES ON SPEAKERPHONE UNTIL THEY ENDED THE CALL.
I'M SORRY,DIDNT KNOW.

MY EYES BECAME BLOOD RED OVER NIGHT, EVERYTHING GAVE ME A HEADACHE EVEN THE SUNLIGHT.
COULDNT QUALIFY ON MY M16 GO NEXT PHASE TOWARD GRADUATION
I'M SORRY, YOU'LL JUST NEW START U MUST HEAL FIRST.

THEY PROMISED COME TO MY GRADUATION HAVE SOMEONE SEE ME COMPLETING THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE.
I'M SORRY, SOMETHING CAME UP

ASK FOR A PLACE TO STAY FOR THE NIGHT, YOU SAY ITS OKAY. DAY PASSES BY AT LAST MINUTE YOU SAY
I'M SORRY, MY MAMA NEEDS ME.

YOU PROMISE YOUR LOVE TO BE DIFFERENT THAN ALL THE REST
SAYING YOU LOVE ME AND BE THERE FOR ME.
I'M SORRY, SHE NEEDS ME

YOU CALL ME YOUR WIFEY, BUT YOU ONLY CALL ME UP WHEN U WANT SOME
YOU CALL ME A NIGGA OR WOMAN
NOT HEAR A WORD FOR DAYS NOT KNOWING IF YOUR DEAD OR GONE
I'M SORRY BABY, I LOVE AND MISS YOU.

YOU THROW EVERYTHING THAT HOLD DEAR TO ME,
THINGS THAT KEEP ME POSITIVE AS THO IT MEANS NOTHING ALL YOU SAY IS
I'M SORRY.

I'M SO SICK OF HEARING I'M SORRY
SORRY.. DOESNT MAKE THE PAIN GO AWAY
SORRY... DOESNT KEEP YOU WARM AT NITE.
SORRY..DOESNT UNDO THE DAMAGE.
SORRY....DOESNT MAKE IT RIGHT
SORRY.....DONT BRING BACK YOUR MEMORIES OR UR SMILES
SORRY...DONT MEAN SHIT
SORRY ISNT GONNA MAKE U FEEL LESS GUILTY
SORRY ISNT A GAME NT A FEELING ITS JUST A WORD OR PHRASE PEOPLE USE MAKE THEM FEEL LESS GUILTY

WHEN I HEAR I'M SORRY ALL I WANNA DO IS LAUGH
SORRY... YOU DO WHAT YOU DO
SORRY....DID WHAT YOU DID
SORRY...DONE WHAT YOU DONE

SOMEONE TRIES TO KILL THEM SELF OVER SOMETHING MEANING LESS WORDS U SAY ALL U KNOW HOW TO SAY IS SORRY......
YOU GET DRUNK/HIGH BEAT OR RAPE SOMEONE ALL YOU KNOW HOW TO DO IS SAY SORRY...
GET MAD AT SOMEONE YOU CARE ABOUT OR HAVE A BAD NITE, DISGRADE THEM CALLING THEM EVERY NAME ALL U KNOW HOW TO SAY IS SORRY.
YOU DO THINGS IN HEAT OF THE MOMENT NOT BASED ON FACTS FIRST, THEN SAY SORRY.....

I'M SORRY.... CHOKE ON YOUR(IM SORRY)......