I Love You

I love you

I always have

I can’t let you go

But tomorrow feelings will change

Everything will be rearranged

I will let you go

I’ll push you out the door and forget about you entirely

I had hoped things wouldn’t end badly

But this relationship has failed to endure a tragedy

Please stay I hear you say from a distance

But I can’t stand to stay in this instance

The silence is so terrifying that I thought I heard your tears magnifying as they hit the ground

I open my eyes and realize that it was only my heart dying

You weren’t actually crying

You weren’t even trying to ask me to stay

I’m not going on a vacation

This isn’t imagination

I’m leaving and my irritation toward you grows

You don’t do anything to properly close this relationship

I’m glad this has happened

It’s made things so much easier

Its all just a crowd pleaser

I didn’t love you

Its not denial

I used you because my loneliness wouldn’t do

No. I guess you wouldn’t do